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bye! [Mar. 16th, 2008|09:54 pm]
you probably be thinking what happen to her since she hasn't been updating for so long. 
link has changed. unfortunately, i won't give out the link to anyone but closed friends of mine. i appreciate it if you don't link me on your blog. 
byebye :)

ps: i won't delete all my entries because i would love to read them when i grow older. HAHA :D
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random stuff [Mar. 1st, 2008|09:59 pm]
[Current Mood |relaxedrelaxed]

i can't wait for my holidays. 2 more weeks! bear with it! after that, i can slack all i want. 
i'm so envy. peiyu and the rest are working at some IT fair and their pay is like $7 per hour while mine is freaking pathetic. can't even compare with the people working at macdonald's. 
the hospitals are just taking advantage of the students. to make it sounds good, students can learn and experience working in hospital but in another words, we are doing free labour. obviously the nurses don't have to do so much works when the student nurses are around. tsk tsk. 
i may appear to detest nursing to you guys but i just think that this whole thing is so unfair. i even heard that the school might just cancel the pay in the future. if it happens, there'll sure be lots of complains from the students, not just me. 

anyway, i'm feeling alright now. i admit i was super pissed with my CI yesterday la! who wouldn't? if she thinks i can't do well. hah! she is so wrong. i'm going to prove to her that i can do better. please, i won't give up so easily. :)

ps: i have so much fun playing with the game. whee.

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i'm upset, fustrated, pissed off and happy. [Feb. 29th, 2008|05:01 pm]

i am not enjoying this attachment. 
to be frank, i almost wanted to break down just now. this is the first time i did wound dressing on real patient and that bloody CI was assessing me. i admit i did badly for it and forgot some steps. for freaking sake, this is my first time and i'm sure almost everyone will feel the same as i do. and is it wrong if i followed what my lecturer taught me!?  so the way my lecturer taught me is all the wrong thing? and i'm not used to the metal forcep (scissor that kind), my fault? okay, it's my fault that i didn't know whats APIE just now even though you had told us that before. frankly, i have never heard of that word before and i don't even know it exists before. turns out APIE refers to
assessment, planning, implementation, evaluation. -______-
so while i was doing wound dressing for my patient, i felt so discouraged and upset. i was even thinking to give up doing it since i've already screwed it up. 
she even asked me this while i was doing 'did you pass your wound dressing in school?'
thats like so what the shit. your words made me lost my confident. what 'why the students i assessed know whats APIE?', etc... 

and i don't understand why that 5 cubicles need about 8 students nurses (including the ITE) while there are only 2 student nurses in charge of the other 2 cubicle. yes, i know that one student nurse incharge of one cubicle and there are AN helping you but for freaking sake, they hardly can be seen. parameter, feeding, changing diapers. there hardly any other nurses to help. i even had to change diaper alone most of the times. lucky layching was around to help me take parameter. i'm sorry if i seemed to appear fierce to you that time. i was just too stressed.
and i think that bloody CI seems to love to pick us a lot. what doesn't take initiative to call you to assess us.
first thing. i didn't know you wanted to access us hypocount because my previous CI had already assessed me on that during the last attachment and it is signed under the competant on my log book. so don't even say i didn't bloody take initiative at all because my cubicle has nothing special to do! now, i don't even give a damn whether i got a D for this attachment because i'm going to expect this kind of result anyway. 
sometimes, i feel really regret joining nursing. did i make a right choice? i'm just wondering. 
others have 7 weeks while we only have 4 weeks. others can use the holidays to work and earn themselves about
$5-7 dollars per hour while we only earn about less than $1 per hour. pathetically low!  sigh.

i know it's annoying to see complaints from my blog. anyway, at least there's one thing that can make me happy once i got home today.

took like 9 days to reach here! finally, mr postman delivered just now! lucky today is morning shift. 
next game to look forwards, facial exercise :D

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nitendo ds lite for the win! [Feb. 20th, 2008|12:20 pm]
don't be surprised if i appear panda-like to you because i haven't had enough sleep nowadays! i swear i'm going to spend whole day sleeping tomorrow since it's the last paper.
don't talk about the papers. i can sense of getting low gpa this time round again. -______-

anyway, guys. watch this!

i swear i'm going to get it online. it's going at $28 instead of $70 now!
and this is another one that i'm looking forward to getting it.

probably next time when they have sales. hopefully there's one.
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(no subject) [Feb. 18th, 2008|06:16 pm]
i'll be lying if i say pharmacology paper was easy because it DEFINITELY NOT! 
half of me wanted to give up and my mind was telling me this 
'walau, it's a confirm that i have to retake that module!' 
but another half of me wanted to pia for the paper since i had already studied so hard for that module. isn't it a waste if i totally give up without haven't even start activating my thinking cap and try those questions? as a result, i chose to strive on even though it might be a 50-50 for me to pass. i think i really screwed up almost every calculations from that section. i really suck at it. hopefully section A and C can help. and i must say, i've already did my best.

anyway before i go, happy 18th birthday, shirley goh. (:
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(no subject) [Feb. 17th, 2008|06:26 pm]
[Current Mood |fustrated + stressed]

omg omg omg.
the people at other block are having their ktv session again and i seriously freaking can't stand it. 
more and more hokkien songs. this is driving me insane!
i seriously feel like taking a mic and shout at them. how can i study peacefully with this kind of noisy environment!? the noise from the mahjong too!
yesterday there was some singing performance near my block  and i really couldn't tahan that! ARGH!
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(no subject) [Feb. 13th, 2008|10:14 pm]
[Current Mood |frustratedfrustrated]

i'm going to screw up my cmbio so badly. i don't even know what i'm studying. everything just can't get into my brain. it just comes in and then goes out. and i couldn't even concentrate on my work at all. 
paper is going to be hell tough because sissy rashid is the one who set them. even dr jason says so! 
the level of my confidence really decrease a lot! i don't even think my cmbio common test can help much. 
i don't even know why we have to study cmbio because it's not even related to nursing at all! thats more like biomedical! 
DNA, RNA, gene cloning, etc... tell me, do they apply in nursing!? ARE NURSES GOING TO WORK IN THE LAB IN THE FUTURE!? i don't even see a need to know about the genes all these. check DNA? thats more like a job for the lab people. do you see nurses working in the lab!? do you!? 
i am feeling so freaking fustrated now.
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(no subject) [Feb. 12th, 2008|05:30 pm]
[Current Mood |crappycrappy]

thinking of a title for the entry really can kill my brain cell. hence, i shall leave it blank.
anyway, pardon for the lack of updates. i don't have much to write about.

chinese new year is over.  maybe not for others but to me, it's over. i wouldn't say much about the days i spent during chinese new year because look, there's nothing much to talk about. just like you know, go to the house, wish them happy chinese new year, receive the angbaos and thats it. 
i spent my chinese new year watching tv at relative's house which was utterly boring. 
i only like reunion dinner. :) and obviously, the angbaos la! i hate going to relative's house because you tend to receive comments from them which can be annoying sometimes. 

monday's paper was totally shit. 
oh and that alien dog from cj7 is super freaking cute. :)
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(no subject) [Feb. 6th, 2008|06:39 pm]
there's no fucking reason why only women have to learn how to do housework. and why only daughters are scolded but not the men for not helping their mom to do housework.
for freaking sake, what century is it now? don't give me any freaking lame excuse that men bring money back home and thus, they don't have to do houseworks. -________-
freaking irritated whenever we are scolded for not helping but not the guys at my house. what the shit. totally.
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oreo [Jan. 29th, 2008|11:13 pm]
[Current Mood |stressedstressed]

studying in poly, is sometimes good and bad. i wouldn't exactly say it really that bad but still, i missed going back to secondary school like so much. subjects are easy. at least i don't have to study so many damn cell names and organs parts. i don't have to study nursing history, the famous nurses in the past, as if i really want to know that..
okay la, i know students still have to take social studies and history in secondary school but i don't mind that. combined humans is one of my best subjects back then because i love history, what. 

yes, i did post this photo before, like super duper long ago.
and recently, we took another group photo. we haven't really took a group photo for so long lo!

they are like my first project groupmates. we were so close back then la! i'm not saying we aren't that close now but
not really that close like before.
everyone looks so different now la. agree?

tomorrow i'm having my practical test. sigh. i didn't have enough practice. wish me luck, man.

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